Hi my names Matthew Mason. I'm 25 years old. My little sister Bethany showed this. I'm using this website as my personal diary because I have recently become depressed after my girlfriend of five years and I broke up.
Everytime im alone latly i just feel like crying but i know that deep down inside i am slowly healing„„,i wish i could be strong and not go to my dads house but he sent me a text message this morning wishing me the best on my new job and he told me he loved me which meant alot„„„,so im gunna try to have some type of communications with him becasue to be honest i love my lil sister so much and it is her birthday soon that i really want to make it soooooooooo„„„suckin it up for her„„„„,shanna i hate u so much for everything u did to me and all i can ask for is karma !!!!!! karma karma karma„
Well where do i start my dad hates me, still cant stop thinking about shanna and my car is dead, i wish it would implode!!!!„„,i know i deserve a break but when is it coming…i just wish i meet a women that would sweep me off my feet and tak me away from all the bullshit!!!!